Sick and tired

I'm completely exhausted today. Sick to my stomach and sore as hell. My hands are swollen and my feet hurt. I had to leave game early because I was nearly asleep and didn't want to get sick while I was there. I had to miss dinner with the girlfriend because I was so tired and sick. I hardly get to see her and I hate missing time with her. We're queer platonic and I need that contact, especially when K is complicating my brain. I just wish my body was more reliable. 

Last pt appointment tomorrow. And my book I've been waiting for should come in tonight. At least there is a bright spot today.